Thursday, June 26, 2008

It shrunk!

I had my second ultrasound today to see if the tumor is responding to the chemo drugs and it is!! My tumor was 3.4 cm and today it measured 2.8 cm. I was hoping for more, but it's still over 1/2 cm smaller so I'm still happy. The lymph nodes haven't changed much, but I was told that was normal. So, cancer is still there, but it's going away some. I still won't be able to avoid surgery, but at least the drugs are working.

In other good news, Hayden was approved for his cochlear implant last week. We are now waiting to get our surgery date. Our counselor, Jody Haymond, is trying to make sure we can get a date that works around my chemo. She's been great. I'll post more about the procedure at a later time. It's actually very interesting how the whole process works. So, good news all around.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Bald is beautiful!

Okay, I can officially say I survived round 2 of chemo, barely! Dr. Crow, my oncologist, added fluids on the day of chemo as well as the next day which helped me through the weekend. But then on Monday, the nausea hit big time. I was sick all day long. We finally got it under control and, though still fatigued, I am up and starting to do more. I've even started to eat a little.


Well, as many know, chemo can cause one to lose their hair. I am no exception. My hair started to come out 2 weeks after my first treatment. I decided that day to let the girls cut my hair and have Jason shave it down to stubble. So here are some pictures of that wonderful evening.


The second treatment has kicked in the hair loss a bit more. It's more like molting than anything else. I did shave it down a lot more a few days after these pictures were taken. Sydney was the one that didn't like the idea of a "bald mommy", but she's gotten used to it. I thought Hayden would have the hardest time. He used to calm himself when tired or sad by digging his hands in my hair. He will do that sometimes with the wig on, but I don't wear it often. He's used to his bald mommy now. As soon as chemo is done, my hair will start to come back in. Just what it will look like is going to be a mystery!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Chemo #2 is done!

This is going to be short because I already feel it coming on. I wanted to share a couple of pictures from the first treatment. One of my dearest friends, Odessa, came with me and helped distract me for 3 hours! She took these for me. Thanks, O!


The second picture is the Adriamycin. It's reddish-orange. Very weird having that go in. I get about 4-5 different bags of fluids on chemo day. Fluid day is only 2-3 bags. The oncology nurses are great and they really care about their patients.


Okay, time to lie down. Actually, I'm going to rest on the couch and watch Shrek the 3rd with the girls. Enjoy the weekend.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Life's Curve Balls

Many of you know that I was diagnosed with stage 2 breast cancer on May 1st. The formal diagnosis is invasive ductal carcinoma and ductal carcinoma in situ. The tumor is 3.4 cm and the cancer has spread to my lymph nodes. The prognosis is good and I have a great team of doctors here in The Woodlands all working to make me better.

Our treatment plan includes 6 months of chemo, followed by surgery, then more chemo. Chemo is broken into 2 main sections. I'll get Adriamycin and Cytoxan (AC) every 3 weeks for 4 cycles. Then I'll get Herceptin and Taxotere (HT) every 3 weeks for another 4 cycles. After surgery sometime in October or November, I'll continue the Herceptin, and possibly add Tamoxifen, to complete 12 months. Radiation hasn't been formally ruled out, but does look unlikely.

I had my first treatment on May 22 and get the next one tomorrow. Chemo is rough! I actually had surgery the day before my 1st treatment to get the port-a-cath which is how the drugs are administered into my body. My chemo only takes a couple of hours, but it sure does hit hard. I felt very light-headed and nauseous 2 hours afterwards. I was also very tired. The next day I went in for fluids and an injection of Neulasta which helps increase by white blood cell count. Despite the 4 different anti-nausea drugs in my system, I was sick from Thursday thru Sunday. I also was very tired and fatigued. That lasted well into the following week.

Our little family unit has been great. Anna and Sydney know what's going on and we can even joke about it. "Cancer" is not a bad word in our house and we have control of it, not the other way around. They are able to talk to me about how sad they are and scared that I'm going to die. We just tell them that we are sad too and that the doctors are doing everything they can to make sure that I live for a long time. Hayden doesn't understand anything, but knows something has changed. He's become much more affectionate with everyone, which has been wonderful!! He still pinches, kicks and pulls hair, but not like he used to.

We have had so much support from friends and family, near and far, as well as our church. Our friends have helped with the girls and travel. Our church has delivered meals and prayed for us. Everyone has been great. I love hearing about all the stories of friends and family that have had breast cancer and are doing great now. Keep those coming!

Over the next several months, I'll keep everyone posted on the updates as we go through this unexpected adventure we are facing. So check back and see our progress as we kick cancer's butt and just live life one day at a time!